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I was always the type to need to be center of attention. If I wasn't the center of attention, I felt like the outcast. It's usually either one or the other, no middle ground for people like us. Furthermore, no amount of attention (with the exception of from the occasional stalker which was too much attention) was really satisfying. I'm currently finding out that it's not necessarily "human" attention I've been looking for – even though that's where I obsessively look for it.
Former porn star Victoria speaks out on her career in porn and the permanent damage it has caused her. Victoria was active in the porn industry from 2003-2004 and did about 60 hardcore films. She is now on a mission to speak out about the harms of pornography.
SL: How were you first introduced to the sex industry?
V: Through a girlfriend I had who stripped.
Thank you for allowing me to share some of my story. Getting into the porn industry has been one of the blackest and deepest issues that I have had in my life. I am an only child, Jewish, and come from a very strict upbringing. My mother and father raised me both between Israel and the United States. I was spoiled and I got a lot of attention. I became rebellious. My mom and dad were good people, but very much into looks. My mother was a teacher at my high school, so there was even more pressure.
I love you guys!
The Only Way Out
This message is to ALL of my friends and fans. I wasn't sure how exactly to start this...but I trusted that God would help me write this and maybe through me I could speak His word and make His will be done.....
I grew up in a Christian home in the East part of Germany. But somehow I never felt the love & affection of my father, so my search for love & acceptance began in primary school, where I got molested by older boys.
I felt guilty & used, but it also made me feel important for the first time in life. Somebody finally took a real interest in me, so I’d thought.
My name is Alana, former porn star Alexa James.
Your website with all the stories and all the prayers from everyone on the forums is a large part of what has kept me out of the porn industry for over six months now.
Former Danish Porn Star Anita Remby, nineteen year old girl, speaks out about her career as a porn star. Anita performed in over 150 XXX porn scenes, most of them very hardcore and brutal.
I started out really loving it, as everyone does, but mentally I was a lonely young girl.
Former porn star Megan aka Jessi Summers shares her powerful story how she escaped porn. She also speaks candidly about the illegal drugs, STDs and horrific work conditions in porn. Megan was active in the porn industry from 2005-2010.
Ex Porn Star Tamra Toryn
I was a stripper, model and porn star from 1995-2006. I am formerly known as Alexa Milano.
I was naïve when I first started stripping. A friend of mine suggested I try out on “audition” night at a local strip club and of course my heart was saying, “No, I can’t do this!” But I saw girls dancing and men literally throwing money at them on the stage!!! But I still couldn’t do it.