Hi. I feel a little awkward requesting prayer for myself, because I'm usually more concerned about others.

For the past few days I haven't been myself, and my wife even said she could tell something was coming. She was right.

Today I started having flashbacks of being forced to have s*x with an older female cousin while my father took photos. This may have been brought on because I'm reading The Girl Who Kicked The Hornet's Nest, and even though I'm male, I relate so much to Lisbeth Salander, the main character.

I've had other flashbacks recently, but have done okay getting through. I just wish this didn't have to happen right before Christmas.

Thank you with all my heart to anyone who responds or even silently prays for me.

Peace and blessings.