I need prayer to kick this habit! So often I think i can do it on my own but fail so soon and so miserably. I grew up in the church and was married in the church and felt God so strongly in my life in my younger years. I know there is a lot of sexual sin in my family tree and I feel it has been passed down to me and feel it's weight on my shoulders. I have two daughters with a beautiful wife who loves me so much and I her. She's dealt alot with this since we got married. At first she was really hurt when she caught me looking at porn and now it seems she's used to it and is even tempted herself at times. Oh God! This needs needs to stop now! I don't want porn apart of our lives. I don't want to pass this generational sin down to my daughters. I feel the absence of God in my heart that I used to feel so strongly. I sometimes feel myself feeling like I could cheat on my wife. I could never even entertain a thought like that a few years ago. I just feel like I'm losing myself. I need prayer warriors in my life. I'm trying to enter the mission field but feel like that would be living a lie. Please pray that porn would be eliminated from my life. Pray that God would give me the strength each day to resist porn's temptation. Pray peace upon my heart. Pray that God would once again give me a clean heart acceptable to him so I can do his work. Pray that God would use me to break this sin in my family. Amen