About to lose my marriage

In 2007 I was about to lose my Marriage because of my addiction to Porn. I watched Shelley's testimony video and by the grace of God was set free from my addiction and didn't lost my marriage.

I have been working part time over the last few years as a Photographer doing weddings and helping my wife with here importing business. In 2009 I started to do some photos shoots with models to expand my business. At first it was not an issue but in the end it lead to me seeing and thinking things that I should not have. I never went back to porn but it was just as bad.

I made some very bad choices in the last few months and did a few photo shoots that where very sexy. I ended up doing a shoot in a night club for a charity event and the models did a lingerie fashion show. I should have let when I got to the club but I got sucked into the moment and stayed the night and took pictures.

The worst part is I denied the truth to my wife when I got home. She found my photos and is now heart broken and sick that I did this.

We have been through a lot and I think this is the last straw for her. I really don't want to lose her but I have broken her trust so many times that I feel totally helpless now.

Please pry that God will do the impossible and make a way. I want to free from this forever.