I can't stop watching porn
I was first showed by a friend he told me how great it was and fun it was to watch. At first I Thought it was not that cool that I will never watch it. Well that lasted two days.I liked it so much I would watch it at 2 times a day.Half of my money was spent on porn but then I never knew what porn did to thos girls or the men.So when I found pink cross I was shocked of what goes on in porn I never wanted to watch agian but that lasted for 4 weeks and I was pulled back in. But this time it was whole alot worse. Instead of 2 times a days more like 3 to 4 times a day. Almost all my money was spent how buying porn.And now that where it stays. I was showed porn when I was 13 now I'm 23 and I need to stop. I know hwta doing to the girls in porn and I feel like a murder when I hear aabout a girl dieing from HIV or something like that. I feel so bad but for some reason I can't stop. I'm sorry to current and former porn stars I did mean to hurt you.
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I'm not sure how to help, but I been addicted for at least 30 years. You are lucky you are recognizing the problem early. I know a lot of guys that look at porn, but never go on dates with women. Or the only women the ever talk to work at a strip club. You don't want to fall into that trap. You are young and have a chance to develop some great relationships with women. I never had a problem talking to women, but I only saw them as a prospect for sex. I missed out on getting to know some great people. One thing that has helped me is that I starting just trying to be helpful. I know guys that wont speak to any woman that doesn't look the slightest bit sexual. If they are old or fat they can't be bothered with them. I try to recognize that person has value so I pay attention to them and converse with them. If they need my help lifting something or fixing something I will do it. So long as it doen't interfere or cross any boundries with my wife.
In my mind, rather than look at porn,I think it is better to go to a place like a gym or a bar or take a class where women are and put a personality to their face and body. Don't disrespect their boundries, but get out and be in the world rather than alone at your computer jerking off. Do something meaniful and positive with your time. Get to know how women really think and what they want. You will really enjoy that journey.
Regards