Transexual Porn Help?
Hi,
I was on this site before, and I believe because of non-use, it was deleted. That is fine. But I was wondering, with all the new changes and all, is there a forum or chat or whatever for help with overcoming addiction related to transexualism. I myself have been wrapped in that for years and am now just seeking consistent help to overcome it. For my profile pic I was going to show both pictures, but than I thought that wouldn't be good as I dont want anyone to sin because of me or my former way of life. I was just wanting to see if that topic would be discussed much here or if it doesn't fit in the criteria for the new site. If someone can get back to me that would be great. I dont mind telling more of myself and my story either.
Joseph, (lk817)
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Hi Joseph. I remember that forum. I believe it was deleted because of lack of use, but I will ask an administrator and get back to you on that. Transexualism is not off limits here and we welcome anyone to share their story.
Scott
Hi Scott,
I dont mind sharing, but I feel that is an area that should never go overlooked. There are way too many people trapped in the bondage of transexualism. And not to mention the porn stars that are wrapped up in it. They have their own convention and awards for crying out loud. I dont mind sharing my testimony again and share what the Lord has been doing in my life since. But it would be cool if a page could be left open for that. Thanks for the info.
I know about the convention and the awards. We go to the big Adult Entertainment Expo in Vegas every year and they are always there at that one and some of the other ones we reach out at. I have talked to a few of them too. We are not overlooking transexualism and homosexualism as we used to have a homosexual forum as well. Even though they are both a big niche in the porn, their porn is still porn. I discussed it with the admin and he said that we found that when we had the separate forums it was like we were putting those who struggle with it out on an island. Hardly anybody was reading the posts there and even less people would even respond, even to just let someone know that they would pray for them. That is why the decision was made to condense those forums into the male and female porn addiction forums. After that we found people who struggle with transexuality and homosexuality were getting better encouragement, better responses, and more prayer from the other people.
Scott, I am a coward, so I never had an operation. Of course now I'm glad I didn't. I had three homosexual encounters back in '88. Then next summer, a buddy invited me to church. Satan would not let me rest after that. I believe I was heavily demonized because of hashish and tried to kill myself and two passengers. But God shut the lions' mouths, as it were, and an angel must have had his hands on both my arms, making me steer straight across the overpass. I even missed our exit, because I was unable to turn my arms. Like Cain, I had wanted to kill my brother (my friend and his girl friend), because I knew I was condemned. Next church service, I got "saved" again (I had accepted Christ in Feb 88), and then baptized. I have had mental problems since that time. But I experienced full forgiveness. The guilt I felt was real, because the sin was real. Satan wanted me to kill myself and my friend, too. Instead, I had to go face God.
When I got my first PC in '98, I discovered porn within a month, and it's been a habit since. I am clean only since - heck 2 days ago. Day to day, but I'll be glad to pray for your needs, if you pray for me.
Mike