In desperate need...
Hi Im new here and sincerley seeking help. I am a christian and have beleived in God as far back as I can remeber. But also as far back as I can remeber I have been an addict to masterbation. Yes that means probally around the age of about 4-5! Which led to a 10 year and still counting porn addiction. In between I became sexually active having multiple partners. I have been abstinent for a little over a year but I am still tempted to have sex daily and materbate and look at porn multiple times daily! I have been seeking for gods mercy and help for so long. I have been prayed for and went to the altar so many times! I know God is with me at all times and watches over me, but these addictions have blackened my heart and completly took over my life! PLEASE Im seeking for guidance, deliverance, and HOPE!!!
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You have come to the right place and as in the previous comment the first step is confession. I encourage you to check out the stories, testimonies and resources here on the website. you will find a lot of helpful and encouraging things. I will pray for you my friend,
Scott
You've taken a good first step by confessing it.
Addictions effect us both mentally and physiologically. Keep praying and practicing you're faith.
It certainly sounds like you're taking the right first steps. The next step might be to seek out some counseling from your pastor and/or a professional that specializes in this sort of addiction.
Don't be afraid to ask for help. For Pastors and professionals, this is probably not the first time they've dealt with this sort of problem. You'll get respect for coming to them and admitting outright that you have a problem and need some help.
Then just take it one day at a time.
I'll be praying for you.
Diogenese