Hey Britteny!
We all have been there in the shame and guilt thinking we were so disgusting that nobody could stand us if they knew the sick things we were doing.....it is hard to talk about !
The first step in getting a handle on it is to speak it out loud. Here on the board you can do in privately in a pm and know that you will be loved no matter what it is. Plus you can feel safe in that you don't know us in person, and you don't have to deal with us in your daily life.....
Reach out and try to share part of it if you can. I can tell you that it will not shock me or make me think badly of you and I know that goes for the other mods as well
I will be praying for you!
Blessings sweet girl!

Carolemarie
Moderator
Pink Cross Team Member

With God all things are possible. He will give you the strength you need when you need it. You have to be ready to talk. We can not make you talk. It took me a very long time to be able to talk about things...and I know all to well what it feels like to be alone, or having people turn away, that is why I am so grateful to Jesus and this site, JC is always there for you, for each one of us and plz know we are here for you when you are ready. DON"T give up....I am praying for you.

take care
peace,hugs,prayers
boldness and blessings
Carrie
Moderator
Pink Cross Team

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JESUS IS THE GLUE THAT HOLDS ME TOGETHER

I feel like that is the story of my life, too. I keep reaching out to people, only to feel like no one really sticks with me. They listen for a while and may pray with me or do bible study with me for a while, then it just stops. So then I feel alone again, struggling with the same things. It's very, very, very frustrating. I have been here for about a year and half now, I think. This is the one place I feel like I can share things, and while I still get frustrated and want more...I still prefer coming here cuz I get interactions with others who can relate and we all minister to each other. I don't feel quite so alone. This is the only place where I feel like I can talk about stuff that bothers me.

We are here, waiting. Just let us know when you are ready to talk. You are not alone. You are the Lord's beloved child!

Blessings,
Tonya

"Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name, you are Mine!...I am the Lord, your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior;...You are precious and honored in my eyes, and I love you...do not be afraid, for I am with you." (Is.43:4-5)

I might not fully understand your struggle, but i do understand that is hard to try to talk to anybody about your issues. I for one, don't know how to talk out loud-- i write my feelings down(helps me better that way). I do have alot of trust issues. Sometimes when i don't know who to turn to? i write. I'm not going to lie though--sometimes it helps and sometimes it doesn't. I can tell you one thing is for sure--if nobody really cared for you, NOBODY would reply back to ya. You and i are not alone. Try to keep the pinkcross as your public journal. NOBODY will judge you. You'd be surprised how many people might have the same problems as you do.

Your new friend, hazel.

Brittany -- I'm praying for you. PM me or any of the female mods if you need to talk. There are plenty of great people here who love Jesus and care about you. No one is going to judge you, so don't be afraid.

Beloved Branch
Moderator
Pink Cross Forums

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Ps. 108:13 Through God we shall do valiantly, for it is He who shall tread down our enemies

This is the place where we (the members of this forum) have a lot in common. Lots of loneliness and feeling fearful, ashamed, hurt, angry, hopeless, discouraged...you will see it all. We can relate. Read the different stories and testimonies and see! Share some things that you feel comfortable sharing, and see if we haven't experienced it, too! Quite likely, some of us, if not many of us, have.

Some things you may feel more comfortable sharing in private. This is an open forum that many can read, so you need to decide what you feel comfortable sharing. But please tell us what is going on. We can't help you until you share.

You are precious and honored, worthy of high esteem, to the Lord, and He loves you! It is hard to know and feel this in times of darkness and despair. But be encouraged and know that you aren't alone.

blessings,

Tonya

"Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name, you are Mine!...I am the Lord, your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior;...You are precious and honored in my eyes, and I love you...do not be afraid, for I am with you." (Is.43:4-5)

Please contact us here on the forums or pm (private msg) and let us know what is going on.

Concerned,
Tonya

"Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name, you are Mine!...I am the Lord, your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior;...You are precious and honored in my eyes, and I love you...do not be afraid, for I am with you." (Is.43:4-5)

Please contact me or someone and let us know what is going on.

Tonya

"Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name, you are Mine!...I am the Lord, your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior;...You are precious and honored in my eyes, and I love you...do not be afraid, for I am with you." (Is.43:4-5)