I sent an e-mail to my pastor. I didn't tell him specifically about porn, just a problem with lust. He wants me to find him after church tomorrow so that we can talk for a little while. I'm really nervous. I don't want to be seen as the sex freak.

I've volunteered in the nursery there. I stopped working there because of my addiction. I would never hurt a child, nor have I had inappropriate thoughts about children, but I felt like a monster going home at night and wasting time on the computer and then going back on Sunday morning to work with the little ones.

I know that he has seen it all because he is a pastor of a large church, but I'm still scared out of my mind. I would appreciate any prayers and tips for when talking to him tomorrow night. I want to back out, but this needs to be said, or I will never get better.