My Absence
Tue, 09/30/2008 - 18:39
Hey everybody.
I haven't been around much or posting much like I use to because I have been dealing with a lot of mental trauma that has been brought on by some therapists that I have had.
But that's not the worst of it. I have come to find out that I have Multiple Personality Disorder, which is know as Disassociation Identity Disorder (D.I.D.) now.
It's been very hard coming to terms with that, but it sure does explain alot.

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You could pray that I would except the fact that I am multiple and that my alters all come out. It is only in that, that a multiple can really start healing. Also you could pray about a therapist because the one I have, I am going to have to leave because of her abusive beliefs toward what multiplicity is.
Fortunately God has lead me to a christian webiste that helps multiples.
If anyone is interested the christian website is as follows:
[url=http://net-burst.net/sex_abuse/alters.htm]Net Burst[/url]
Thanks for letting us know. Sorry you're dealing with that. It's not easy. Always keep in mind that Jesus is our Great Physician and God is our all in all. When doctors know not what to do, God is able and willing to do whatever we need. You'll be in my prayers.
In what ever way I can I will be praying for you.
We love you very much Brother.
I was wondering. Thanks for sharing that. I can't imagine what that has been like.
One, I do worry whether the counselors are overwhelming you...sometimes human beings intend to do good and be helpful, but can actually cause more harm than good. Do keep in mind about that, and trust your sense from God if you feel like they are pushing you too hard or anything that makes you feel disturbed. I have heard that if we will trust the Holy Spirit, God will not give us more than we can handle; He knows what we have been through and what He needs to do to help us heal from it, and how much we can handle at one time...He is God, He knows all things. We human beings are limited in our wisdom and understanding. I was seeking counseling, but then decided that the second one I was seeing was not praying with me, and had such worldly wisdom that I just stopped going and put it in God's hands.
Second, please don't let those labels define you. Do remember that nothing is too hard for the Lord, and that He sent Jesus to do the ministry of binding up the broken hearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness the prisoners/those who were blind.
I lift you up and ask the Lord to do a mighty work, deep in your heart, to bring healing and wholeness through His compassion and unfailing love for you. Be healed and made whole! By the stripes of Jesus, you are healed, from the inside out!
Do keep us posted, and let us know what your prayer needs are.
Blessings,
Tonya