Asking for a little advice
I just needed some advice. I already wrote a friend about this but thought you guys could help out. I will post what I wrote them so i wont have to re-type it.
First off and foremost though I've said it many times before...Thank You So Much for what you have done and are doing! Your are a True inspiration!
I am writing you because of two reasons:
One is that I believe god might be speaking to me through music. I know this sounds weird but I actually started listening to the lyrics of many of the songs that I like past and present and it just seems like God is telling me that I need to find myself and in doing so many of my problems and addictions will go away. I have been for the past 4-8 months been questioning my role in life. I have always wanted to be a cop since I was 3 and I am 25 almost 26. I work security right now.
The second part is because I chose to watch the video you have about the Call Girl turning her life around. The first thing I saw was the verse, "I am the good shepard, the good shepard giveth his life for the sheep." And it made me think. When I was younger I always felt that I was here on earth to protect the innocent. I even told a group of people back in college while eating at a restaurant that, "I would take a bullet for anyone at this table."
It seems like God is telling me to get back on the path and become a cop. That verse really spoke to me. I was wondering if maybe you might be able to give me some advice on what you think because my relationship with God is not as strong as it should be but it always seems like he is there and even gives me signs just when I think I am alone.
So what do you guys think? Any advice will be appreciated. Thank You in advance!