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Male Porn Actor Stabbed To Death!
Tue, 11/10/2009 - 04:53 | by Shelley LubbenThis is so sad. I hope all porn consumers reading this see what they are contributing to!
Damien Michaels, male porn star, was found murdered in the Comfort Inn in Woodland Hillls, California, on Tuesday, October 27. Damien has been in over 250 xxx movies.
Damien was stabbed many times according to police.
According to http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,570689,00.html "He’d also gotten involved in drugs, said adult film producer Rob Spallone, who told MyFoxLa.com that he wasn’t surprised by Michaels’ murder.
"He got hooked on the crystal meth and crack and that was the end of it," Spallone said."
On a YouTube Video Diary, Damien stated that he found girls to bring in to the biz as an agent, that he was starting to build his agency again, and he had been a porn actor for years, after he started in mainstream. You can see in the vid that he has teeth missing. He tells how he entered porn and more on the video below.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rN-i4N-az4U
Please pray for Damien's family and for every single person trapped in the porn industry to be set free by the power of Jesus Christ! God has made those precious people for something better than porn!
Get help whether you're stuck doing or viewing porn at www.thepinkcross.org
We love you and believe you are made for greater things than porn!
Oprah's Porn Show with Jenna Jameson, Lisa Ling and Steve Hirsch.
Wed, 11/18/2009 - 07:32 | by Shelley Lubben
Please write to Oprah and tell her how you feel about the "porn" show she did yesterday. http://www.oprah.com/community/thread/120803
Let's stand up for truth and make a difference!! Tell Oprah about Pink Cross at www.thepinkcross.org and www.shelleylubben.com where former porn actresses tell the TRUTH!
Please ask Oprah to show the dark side of porn, the MAJORITY of what is going on in the porn industry!
Please also view me being interviewed after Oprah's show where I tell the truth about porn in an interview with Eyewitness News 58 at http://www.bakersfieldnow.com/news/local/70338622.html.
Thank you to ALL of you who support me and Pink Cross!
Please join us in this fight and help us to make a difference in the lives of millions of people and those who are trapped in the porn industry!!
**My letter to Oprah:
Dear Oprah,
I would personally like to ask you why your correspondant, Lisa Ling, would not interview me when she had her chance at AdultCon where she was interviewing "Porn King" Steve Hirsch? I asked her kindly if she would like to interview me, a former porn actress, to hear the other side of porn, the majority of what is going on in the porn industry and she declined.
Why Oprah would she decline to interview me when she had the chance conveniently available to her? Why would you allow her to do this? I know your camera men filmed me talking to Lisa Ling and Steve Hirsch, pornographer, because MY videographer caught in on film which everyone can see at www.shelleylubben.com/slubben in my videos (search for Wimpy Pornographer).
So why did you not show that footage? Why will you not invite me to speak out on your show?
Your "porn" show only showed interviews of pro-porn advocates such as porn stars, pornographers and porn columnists. I want to know why? Don't you want to hear the other side about the porn industry from former porn actresses? I have irrefutable evidence against the porn industry, including Steve Hirsch, AIM (Adult Industry Medical Healthcare Foundation), Hustler, Playboy and I feel YOU, being a media leader and someone many people look up to, need to show the other side of porn and then let the viewers decide how they feel about pornography based on hearing BOTH SIDES!!
In fact, I have publicly challenged some of your pro-porn guests and NONE have the guts to challenge me. Why not do a show where you have a porn debate and let myself and other former porn actresses debate against pro-porn advocates?
I hope you will be honest and show the other side of porn as well. Myself and other former porn actresses represent the MAJORITY of what is going on in porn, not Jenna Jameson who hasn't even made hardcore pornography. Not Steve Hirsch who abuses women and makes money off of them. But the women who have been abused, slapped, kicked, hair pulled, caught multiple STDs and even died. Please show the whole truth Oprah. You may visit my web site at www.shelleylubben.com and contact me to be interviewed. I will be there in a heart beat.
Thank you for reading my letter and I look forward to hearing from you,
Shelley Lubben, former porn actress and founder of Pink Cross Foundation at www.thepinkcross.org
Former Porn Star Jessie Jewels Story
Fri, 11/20/2009 - 22:05 | by Shelley Lubben
Before I ever did this stuff I was an average girl. I was definitely a little different in some ways but for the most part I was pretty average. Well, I’ve made some pretty poor choices in my life. I take full responsibility for each one. I’ve seen a side of the world that nobody would want to see. It’s evil, dark and very manipulative.
People in the porn industry are numb to real life and are like zombies walking around doing what they have become so accustomed to. It’s really sad. It’s really painful to see. You have no idea how badly their feelings have been hurt. The abuse that goes on in this industry is completely ridiculous. The way these young ladies are treated is totally sick and brainwashing. I left due to the trauma I experienced even through that short time. The industry forgets that these little girls are human and no human on earth deserves to be abused such as they are.
I just really wanted to justify myself to those who have no idea what goes on in the porn industry or inside the minds of these young jaded girls. Most of us didn’t dream of becoming porn stars, we some how fell into it. Some of us believed once you’re in, there is no way out. WRONG. I got out. I will never go back! What does not kill me will make me stronger. God will never let me down, even during the worst of times.
I am so thankful to have been brought back to God through all this. My one and only God! He feels the void inside my heart and the empty space deep inside my soul with unfailing love and never ending mercy. He is the one and only solution to our lives. I am grateful for each and every single day because I have Jesus Christ by my side. He has given me so much hope and I am more than 110% positive that through Jesus Christ all things are possible!
When it comes to life, its how you handle the circumstances you’ve been put under and what you choose to do about it that makes you who are today. I have decided to not let the past break me but instead to make me even better than I would have been before.
I would like to thank the Pink Cross for the amazing support they have shown and given me. Without the Pink Cross, I would not be able to share my story or come clean like this. I love the Pink Cross and everything they are doing to stop the porn industry, as it really does kill the souls of the people who enter. Thank you so much Shelley. God has really used your past to give us hope and through him, to help save us.
I would like to thank God for putting Shelley and the Pink Cross together to help save the lives and put an end to the abuse of the wicked porn industry. Thank you Pink Cross. I am truly thankful.
I also wanted to acknowledge the hard times I put other people around me through. I am sorry. You didn’t deserve to be hurt like that. I wish you all the best. You know who I am talking to.
Amber AKA Jessie Jewels
